leave "this" just for moment huh =.="

maybe idk what's mean of my title?? huhm... i just try to leave my blog just for moment... so the mean of "this" is my blog..
try and try to think what'll i want to write.. eum.. i just confused with my future, where's the line must i choose.. work 1st or college 1st?? i want to work 1st just for a year, if my work is not make me forget the time, i will sign in college, i want translate class, but but my cousin said the translate class is more difficult than economy class,, argh! that's too too confusing,, but.. i'll try with my own hand,, i believe I CAN!! sure I CAN!! god,, help me with ur mercy,, i'll make my parent's proud of me ^^